strings
i have so many strings attached that i cannot do what i fully want to do, yet i dont have enuf strings either to fully go through with all that i want to do with my life... talk about a catch 22. either way, im stuck doing this doing it here b.c too many string yet not enuf...
break up
i hate when they're together! i hate that they are together!! cant they break up already. then maybe he could get a life and remember who his friends are that he left behind in the dust and then maybe i could have my best friend back too...
toGether
i luv my friend to death. i dont really like him all that much b.c he's not a friend back to me and when he is it usually involves her--his girlfriend. bros before hoes, well not in his case. he's so whipped aka obsessed with her that he forgot bout me and who knows who else. im glad he's gone, but what blows major ass is that when they're together, im forgotten. im forgotten by her. he's already forgotten, and good riddence. what an ass anywayz... but when she calls while he's around, its usually for just a lil bit. like tonite for example. i mean she kinda had a bad day sorta maybe kinda, but we talked for like 2.8 sec. thats fine, but i still feel like its because of him. it could be because she really was tired and had a long day, but im going with that along with he's there. damn i fuckin hate him. he took her away from me. im not existent when he's around. it happened a few weeks ago after graduation and its happened again. i know they have stuff planned but i guess welcome to my future. they'll be together forever im sure, get married, so the story will not change. i might as well forget both of them now. might as well. gawd, on the phone i just her someone talk in the background and i knew it was him. i just wanted to hang up rite there and then. they're in a hotel together. vomit plz. do whatever it is u do and call me when u have a moment to spare for lil ol' me.. remember who i am or shall i wait until hes not around. what a loser. tell him to get a job too. how pathetic. but maybe i shouldnt say that b.c he mite cry that big baby. damn, my friend could do so much better, but i feel burned and left out when hes around. i just cant stand him anymore. i dont know how i ever could. he luvs her, his girlfriend, but no one else. oh and himself of course. forget the rest of his friends, i mean its not like he has many to begin with anywayz. bah. die world! or shoot me now. i lost 2 friends. one is my best friend and the other was a friend b4 he got hard core into girls within our circle really. now i dont know who that fucker is. i dont even know why he gave me his new #. i wont need it... i didnt even relaly need the old one. bastards! leave me the fuck alone. i dont need anyone. i have myself. i can count on me, no one else!
